adakalanya kita perlu menangis agar kita tahu hidup ini tak sekadar ketawa. dan..
adakalanya kita perlu ketawa agar kita tahu mahalnya nilai airmata.
berterima kasih pada org yg menyakiti kamu kerana dia yang menabahkan kamu.
berterima kasih pada org yg tak mengendahkan kamu kerana dia yg memupuk kamu berdikari.
berterima kasih pada org yg mnjthkan kamu kerana dia yang memperhebatkan kemampuan kamu.
berterima kasih juga pada org yg menyiksa kamu kerana dialah yg menguji kesabaran dan ketabahan kamu.
"dan demi itu aku secara rasminya berterima kasih kepada semua yg telah menyakiti, tak mengendahkan, menjatuhkan dan menyiksa aku. terima kasih."
-ikhlas dari hati yg sudah tidak kekal bentuknya setelah dipecahhancurkan oleh kamu kamu semua.
#redha itu ikhlas, pasrah itu menyerah .
aku redha dan kini pasrah.
Friday, 20 January 2012
Friday, 30 December 2011
kalau hati dah syg :')
kalau hati dah syg, semua yg org 2 buat kita pandang.
kalau hati dah syg,ape pon jadi dia tetap kita tatang.
kalau hati dah syg,semua dia buat kita x tentang.
kalau hati dah syg,xjumpa sehari hati x tenang.
nak buat mcm mana lagi kalau hati dah syg?
xboleh nak buat ape dah.
aku syg kau! tapi aku xmampu nak bgtau kau.
sbb aku takut.. takut klau aku bertepuk sebelah tgn.
takut klau aku confess, hubungan baik kita sblum nie akan terjejas.
aku senang berkawan ngan kau. tapi aku nak lebih. kwn je xcukup bg aku.
aku tau kau takut nak commit. tapi ape slhnye klau try.
ke kau mmg jenis xbole setia dgn 1?
aku tau kau mcm mane.
tiap kali nmpak kau dgn org lain, jantung aku mcm nak pecah.
nak marah bukan hak aku. kau bkn aku punya .
bila nmpak kau jln2 ngan prempuan lain, aku terfikir..
kau layan diorang semua sama ke mcm kau layan aku?
kau mesra ngan diorang sama ke mcm kau mesra ngan aku?
ikhlas aku ckp. aku nak hubungan yg solid ngan kau. so that aku ada hak nak mrh kau..
ada hak nak jeles bile kau ckp pslbetina perempuan lain..
2 lah kan.. kalau hati dah syg. T_T
p/s : jantung aku xberfungsi bile tgn aku dlm genggaman tgn kau ! :*
kalau hati dah syg,ape pon jadi dia tetap kita tatang.
kalau hati dah syg,semua dia buat kita x tentang.
kalau hati dah syg,xjumpa sehari hati x tenang.
nak buat mcm mana lagi kalau hati dah syg?
xboleh nak buat ape dah.
aku syg kau! tapi aku xmampu nak bgtau kau.
sbb aku takut.. takut klau aku bertepuk sebelah tgn.
takut klau aku confess, hubungan baik kita sblum nie akan terjejas.
aku senang berkawan ngan kau. tapi aku nak lebih. kwn je xcukup bg aku.
aku tau kau takut nak commit. tapi ape slhnye klau try.
ke kau mmg jenis xbole setia dgn 1?
aku tau kau mcm mane.
tiap kali nmpak kau dgn org lain, jantung aku mcm nak pecah.
nak marah bukan hak aku. kau bkn aku punya .
bila nmpak kau jln2 ngan prempuan lain, aku terfikir..
kau layan diorang semua sama ke mcm kau layan aku?
kau mesra ngan diorang sama ke mcm kau mesra ngan aku?
ikhlas aku ckp. aku nak hubungan yg solid ngan kau. so that aku ada hak nak mrh kau..
ada hak nak jeles bile kau ckp psl
2 lah kan.. kalau hati dah syg. T_T
p/s : jantung aku xberfungsi bile tgn aku dlm genggaman tgn kau ! :*
Wednesday, 30 November 2011
i wish.
“Aku pasti punya masalah tiap kali ingin menulis puisi buatmu.
Entah kenapa, kuasa cintamu lebih hebat dari kata-kata yang akan terkeluarkan.
Saat itu langsung aku setuju yang dirimu satu.
Dan hari ini kau telah menjadi isteriku.
Ampunkan aku kalau aku pernah berkasar, Ampunkan aku kalau aku pernah mengherdik,
Ampunkan aku kalau aku pernah menjerit, Ampunkan aku kalau aku pernah terpekik, melolong,
Isteriku, percayalah sebabnya ialah kasih dan cinta.
Akan ku jaga kau seperti ku jaga diriku sendiri, Memang hidup itu tidak pernah ada jaminan keselamatan,
Bahaya, ancaman di mana-mana. Tapi selagi kau dalam dakapanku,
Aku berjanji akan menjagamu. Setiap saat dan waktu,
Setiap siang dan malam, Setiap guruh dan hujan,
Setiap panas dan terik. Setiap nafasku.
Aku sering menadah telapak tangan dan memohon pada Tuhan agar kau, bukan sahaja menjadi isteriku tetapi menjadi isteri yang disayangi Allah Ta’ala.
Isteriku, Selamat datang ke hidupku,
Selamat menjadi isteriku, Selamat menjadi ibu pada anak-anakku kelak,
Selamat menjadi menantu ibu bapaku, Selamat menjadi adik dan kakak pada adik-beradikku.
Selamat menjadi keluargaku, Selamat menjadi pelengkap hidupku.
Selamat menjadi separuh dari aku.”
: this poem is from ZAHIRIL ADZIM TO HIS LOVELY WIFE.
ouh how i wish someone will say this to me.
ouh how i wish someone will say this to me.
p.s : aku yg baca je pon nanges terharu. klau shera xtau la canner kan. :')
Wednesday, 2 November 2011
sudin :)
Okkeh pembaca setia sekalian.. .(ade kehh?)
Xpe2 ade org bace ke xde ke kesah plak aku kan.. yg penting aku nak tulis jugekk.. hehe !
In this entry aku nak cite pasal BFF aku ..
Haaa.. nie bestfren aku time sekolah dulu n up till now aku still baik la ngan dia. Tapi da sgt jarang contact since dua2 pon da ada life masing2.. hehe J
Aku kenal dia masa form 1.. which was 2005 if I’m not mistaken.. huhu~
Dia nie dulu ketua tingkatan kelas aku.. did I mention kitorang sekelas? (kira ckp la nie kan)
Hehe.. aku dulu rapat la gak kan ngan dia.. cnner bole rapat 2 aku xigt la kan.. yg aku igt dia nie sgt2 baik.. seronok kwn ngan dia dlu.. haha ! (sumpah ikhlas) err..
Tgh2 elok baik ngan dia 2 kan ade plak org ckp aku ngan dia nie berehemmehemm.. got what I mean?
org igt aku ngan si mamat nie ade sesuatu la kan.. adehh ape la.. girl and boy CAN be bestfren ok guys! Jap2 lupe nak gtau nama dia.. haha! Ok2.. nama dia hafeezudin (hope the spelling is rite)
org igt aku ngan si mamat nie ade sesuatu la kan.. adehh ape la.. girl and boy CAN be bestfren ok guys! Jap2 lupe nak gtau nama dia.. haha! Ok2.. nama dia hafeezudin (hope the spelling is rite)
Dia nie dulu kat sekolah kecoh kott.. almaklumm ketua kelas.. (kelass kau mariaa) haha..
Ok proceed.. masa form 2 I think.. dia ikut family dia pegi US .. hancurluluhremukredam hati aku.. nak berpisah ngan dia.. (nahhhh) yeke aku sedih..? aku agak sedih la kan.. sbb dia kawan aku..
Then dia balik aku smbung cntact ngan dia mcm kwn biase2.. hehe.. nothing much la kan..
Now dia tgh blaja kat matrik n9.. hoping the best for him..
Byk lagi sbnrnye nak cite psl dia nie.. n byk jgk P&C stuff.. yang 2 biar aku ngan dia je la yg tau kan.. J
To u hafeez or sudin (ngee~),
It is a bless to know u..
I love being fren with u..
Hope u’ll get everything u have wanted..
Pliz don’t forget me.. or else !
nak kenal dia? presenting.....
p/s : I miss u !
Monday, 31 October 2011
g u y s
HERE'S 99 FACTS ABOUT GUYS
1. Guys don’t actually look after good-looking girls. They prefer neat and presentable girls.
2. Guys hate flirts.
3. A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards.
4. When a guy says he doesn’t understand you, it simply means you’re not thinking the way he is.
5. “Are you doing something?” or “Have you eaten already?” are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.
6. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
7. When a guy really likes you, he’ll disregard all your bad characteristics.
8. Guys go crazy over a girl’s smile.
9. Guys will do anything just to get the girl’s attention.
10. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.
11. When guys want to meet your parents. Let them.
12. Guys want to tell you many things but they can’t. And they sure have one habit to gain courage and spirit to tell you many things and it is drinking!
13. Guys cry!!!
14. Don’t provoke the guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.
15. Guys can never dream and hope too much.
16. Guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.
17. When you touch a guy’s heart, there’s no turning back.
18. Giving a guy a hanging message like “You know what? Uh…never mind!” would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.
19. Guys go crazy when girls touch their hands.
20. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
21. When a guy makes a prolonged “umm” or makes any excuses when you’re asking him to do you a favor, he’s actually saying that he doesn’t like you and he can’t lay down the card for you.
22. When a girl says “no”, a guy hears it as “try again tomorrow.”
23. You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.
24. Guys hate nice boy!
25. Guys love their moms.
26. A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.
27. A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesn’t mean that the guy likes her.
28. You can never understand him unless you listen to him.
29. If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.
30. Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can.
31. Like Eve, girls are guys’ weaknesses.
32. Guys are very open about themselves.
33. Its good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don’t let him wait that long.
34. No guy is bad when he is courting
35. Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.
36. Guys really admire girls that they like even if they’re not that much pretty.
37. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.
38. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don’t need to give advice.
39. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
40. A guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else.
41. Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts.
42. Guys try to find the stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily get the wrong one.
43. Guys virtually brag about anything.
44. Guys cannot keep secrets that girls tell them.
45. Guys think too much.
46. Guys’ fantasies are unlimited.
47. Girls’ height doesn’t really matter to a guy but her weight does!
48. Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. So watch out girls!!!
49. When a girl makes the boy suffer during courtship, it would be hard for him to let go of that girl.
50. It’s not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up especially when they’ve been together for 3 years or more.
51. You have to tell a guy what you really want before getting involved with that guy.
52. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he’s too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won’t be matured and grow up.
53. When an unlikable circumstance comes, guys blame themselves a lot more than girls do. They could even hurt themselves physically.
54. Guys have strong passion to change but have weak will power.
55. Guys are tigers in their peer groups but become tamed pussycats with their girlfriends.
56. When a guy pretends to be calm, check if he’s sweating. You’ll probably see that he is nervous.
57. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl. He really is.
58. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he’s just actually saying, “Please come and listen to me”
59. Guys don’t really have final decisions.
60. When a guy loves you, bring out the best in him.
61. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him.
62. If a guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.
63. Guys believe that there’s no such thing as love at first sight, but court the girls anyway and then realize at the end that he is wrong.
64. Guys like femininity not feebleness.
65. Guys don’t like girls who punch harder than they do.
66. A guy may instantly know if the girl likes him but can never be sure unless the girl tells him.
67. A guy would waste his time over video games and basketball, the way a girl would do over her romance novels and make-ups.
68. Guys love girls who can cook or bake.
69. Guys like girls who are like their moms. No kidding!
70. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
71. A guy’s friend knows everything about him. Use this to your advantage.
72. Don’t be a snob. Guys may easily give up on the first sign of rejection.
73. Don’t be biased. Try loving a guy without prejudice and you’ll be surprised.
74. Girls who bathe in their eau de perfumes do more repelling than attracting guys.
75. Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls.
76. Guys don’t comprehend the statement “Get lost” too well.
77. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions but still love them more.
78. When a guy gives a crooked or pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds them offending and he just tried to be polite.
79. Guys don’t care about how shiny their shoes are unlike girls.
80. Guys tend to generalize about girls but once they get to know them, they’ll realize they’re wrong.
81. Any guy can handle his problems all by his own. He’s just too stubborn to deal with it.
82. Guys find it so objectionable when a girl swears.
83. Guys’ weakest point is at the knee.
84. When a problem arises, a guy usually keeps himself cool but is already thinking of a way out.
85. When a guy is conscious of his looks, it shows he is not good at fixing things.
86. When a guy looks at you, either he’s amazed of you or he’s criticizing you.
87. When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance, give it to him. But when you catch him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him.
88. If a guy lets you go, he really loves you.
89. If you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at you and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you’re with your boyfriend, all I can say is your boy best friend loves you more than your boyfriend does.
90. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.
91. You can tell if a guy is really hurt or in pain when he cries in front of you!
92. If a guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him first why.
93. When a guy says he can’t sleep if he doesn’t hear your voice even just for one night, hang up. He also tells that to another girl. He only flatters you and sometimes makes fun of you.
94. You can truly say that a guy has good intentions if you see him praying sometimes.
95. Guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl.
96. Girls are allowed to touch boys’ things. Not their hair!
97. If a guy says you’re beautiful, that guy likes you.
98. Guys hate girls who overreact.
99. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.
1. Guys don’t actually look after good-looking girls. They prefer neat and presentable girls.
2. Guys hate flirts.
3. A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards.
4. When a guy says he doesn’t understand you, it simply means you’re not thinking the way he is.
5. “Are you doing something?” or “Have you eaten already?” are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.
6. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
7. When a guy really likes you, he’ll disregard all your bad characteristics.
8. Guys go crazy over a girl’s smile.
9. Guys will do anything just to get the girl’s attention.
10. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.
11. When guys want to meet your parents. Let them.
12. Guys want to tell you many things but they can’t. And they sure have one habit to gain courage and spirit to tell you many things and it is drinking!
13. Guys cry!!!
14. Don’t provoke the guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.
15. Guys can never dream and hope too much.
16. Guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.
17. When you touch a guy’s heart, there’s no turning back.
18. Giving a guy a hanging message like “You know what? Uh…never mind!” would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.
19. Guys go crazy when girls touch their hands.
20. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
21. When a guy makes a prolonged “umm” or makes any excuses when you’re asking him to do you a favor, he’s actually saying that he doesn’t like you and he can’t lay down the card for you.
22. When a girl says “no”, a guy hears it as “try again tomorrow.”
23. You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.
24. Guys hate nice boy!
25. Guys love their moms.
26. A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.
27. A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesn’t mean that the guy likes her.
28. You can never understand him unless you listen to him.
29. If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.
30. Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can.
31. Like Eve, girls are guys’ weaknesses.
32. Guys are very open about themselves.
33. Its good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don’t let him wait that long.
34. No guy is bad when he is courting
35. Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.
36. Guys really admire girls that they like even if they’re not that much pretty.
37. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.
38. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don’t need to give advice.
39. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
40. A guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else.
41. Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts.
42. Guys try to find the stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily get the wrong one.
43. Guys virtually brag about anything.
44. Guys cannot keep secrets that girls tell them.
45. Guys think too much.
46. Guys’ fantasies are unlimited.
47. Girls’ height doesn’t really matter to a guy but her weight does!
48. Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. So watch out girls!!!
49. When a girl makes the boy suffer during courtship, it would be hard for him to let go of that girl.
50. It’s not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up especially when they’ve been together for 3 years or more.
51. You have to tell a guy what you really want before getting involved with that guy.
52. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he’s too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won’t be matured and grow up.
53. When an unlikable circumstance comes, guys blame themselves a lot more than girls do. They could even hurt themselves physically.
54. Guys have strong passion to change but have weak will power.
55. Guys are tigers in their peer groups but become tamed pussycats with their girlfriends.
56. When a guy pretends to be calm, check if he’s sweating. You’ll probably see that he is nervous.
57. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl. He really is.
58. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he’s just actually saying, “Please come and listen to me”
59. Guys don’t really have final decisions.
60. When a guy loves you, bring out the best in him.
61. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him.
62. If a guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.
63. Guys believe that there’s no such thing as love at first sight, but court the girls anyway and then realize at the end that he is wrong.
64. Guys like femininity not feebleness.
65. Guys don’t like girls who punch harder than they do.
66. A guy may instantly know if the girl likes him but can never be sure unless the girl tells him.
67. A guy would waste his time over video games and basketball, the way a girl would do over her romance novels and make-ups.
68. Guys love girls who can cook or bake.
69. Guys like girls who are like their moms. No kidding!
70. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
71. A guy’s friend knows everything about him. Use this to your advantage.
72. Don’t be a snob. Guys may easily give up on the first sign of rejection.
73. Don’t be biased. Try loving a guy without prejudice and you’ll be surprised.
74. Girls who bathe in their eau de perfumes do more repelling than attracting guys.
75. Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls.
76. Guys don’t comprehend the statement “Get lost” too well.
77. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions but still love them more.
78. When a guy gives a crooked or pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds them offending and he just tried to be polite.
79. Guys don’t care about how shiny their shoes are unlike girls.
80. Guys tend to generalize about girls but once they get to know them, they’ll realize they’re wrong.
81. Any guy can handle his problems all by his own. He’s just too stubborn to deal with it.
82. Guys find it so objectionable when a girl swears.
83. Guys’ weakest point is at the knee.
84. When a problem arises, a guy usually keeps himself cool but is already thinking of a way out.
85. When a guy is conscious of his looks, it shows he is not good at fixing things.
86. When a guy looks at you, either he’s amazed of you or he’s criticizing you.
87. When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance, give it to him. But when you catch him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him.
88. If a guy lets you go, he really loves you.
89. If you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at you and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you’re with your boyfriend, all I can say is your boy best friend loves you more than your boyfriend does.
90. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.
91. You can tell if a guy is really hurt or in pain when he cries in front of you!
92. If a guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him first why.
93. When a guy says he can’t sleep if he doesn’t hear your voice even just for one night, hang up. He also tells that to another girl. He only flatters you and sometimes makes fun of you.
94. You can truly say that a guy has good intentions if you see him praying sometimes.
95. Guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl.
96. Girls are allowed to touch boys’ things. Not their hair!
97. If a guy says you’re beautiful, that guy likes you.
98. Guys hate girls who overreact.
99. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.
Friday, 21 October 2011
ye ke? errr...
JUNE =FINEASS
Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takesrep pride in
oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful.
Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt.
Witty and sparkly.spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes
nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and
forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of
sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties
in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for
friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved.
Easily hurt but takes long to recover..
Monday, 17 October 2011
pathetic me!
hye korang.. lame aku x bt entry pnjang2 kan.. selalu asyik pndek je xpon mncarut je keje aku kan.. but toningt i think i need to write something.
just wanna let u know.. i happens to have a very sad love life :'(
1st love-rejected
2nd 3rd n so on was dissapointing.. i hate to say this by i'm sick of being single and being in a relationship with useless boy. (shit!)
its hard to see other people happy with their partner while i'm lonely. i hate the feelings.. sometimes rase mcm jealous pon ade.. its like knp la bkn aku kat tmpat diorang 2 kan. but looking on the bright side aku bersyukur la gak sbb xpyh nk fikir masalah bercinta.. yeah well bercinta nie bkn senang.. but it will be easy when u love the right person. still looking for that person laa.. sedihhh! penat nak cari.. last2 duk diamdiam je la mengenang nasib yang sedih lagi sadis ini.. *wahwahhh
my recent love was a disaster.. klau org tau pon org akan ckp aku nie bodoh.. yeahh thought that so. aku pon rase aku nie bodoh sangatsangat sebab beriburibulemon kali kne tipu ngan die.. he doesn't even love me. what the f la kan.. well buta sangat aku nie sbb pcaya kat die again n f again.. kadang2 die obviously menipu aku tapi aku buat tatau je.. xnak fikir bukanbukan la kononnye kan.. tapi i know the fact.. one day aku nk duduk depan dia n tnya whats the point of him hurting me berkalikali.. aku nak tau la jgk kan.. ape yg buat die smpai hati buat aku mcm 2.. ape yg die dpt by hurting me.. leaving me without any solid reasons.. n also whats the point of him coming back to me just to leave me again! shittt gilee kot! hope that day will come..
sbb i really2 want to know why. just why.. mne la tau aku ade pernah buat salah ke ape ke kan..*xdeponnnn
dah la eyh.. i think it is long enuff kan.. *cukupcukuplerrr
p/s: i miss our old 'friendship' like seriously! :)
smile coz i love myself! :)))
just wanna let u know.. i happens to have a very sad love life :'(
1st love-rejected
2nd 3rd n so on was dissapointing.. i hate to say this by i'm sick of being single and being in a relationship with useless boy. (shit!)
its hard to see other people happy with their partner while i'm lonely. i hate the feelings.. sometimes rase mcm jealous pon ade.. its like knp la bkn aku kat tmpat diorang 2 kan. but looking on the bright side aku bersyukur la gak sbb xpyh nk fikir masalah bercinta.. yeah well bercinta nie bkn senang.. but it will be easy when u love the right person. still looking for that person laa.. sedihhh! penat nak cari.. last2 duk diamdiam je la mengenang nasib yang sedih lagi sadis ini.. *wahwahhh
my recent love was a disaster.. klau org tau pon org akan ckp aku nie bodoh.. yeahh thought that so. aku pon rase aku nie bodoh sangatsangat sebab beriburibulemon kali kne tipu ngan die.. he doesn't even love me. what the f la kan.. well buta sangat aku nie sbb pcaya kat die again n f again.. kadang2 die obviously menipu aku tapi aku buat tatau je.. xnak fikir bukanbukan la kononnye kan.. tapi i know the fact.. one day aku nk duduk depan dia n tnya whats the point of him hurting me berkalikali.. aku nak tau la jgk kan.. ape yg buat die smpai hati buat aku mcm 2.. ape yg die dpt by hurting me.. leaving me without any solid reasons.. n also whats the point of him coming back to me just to leave me again! shittt gilee kot! hope that day will come..
sbb i really2 want to know why. just why.. mne la tau aku ade pernah buat salah ke ape ke kan..*xdeponnnn
dah la eyh.. i think it is long enuff kan.. *cukupcukuplerrr
p/s: i miss our old 'friendship' like seriously! :)
smile coz i love myself! :)))
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