hye korang.. lame aku x bt entry pnjang2 kan.. selalu asyik pndek je xpon mncarut je keje aku kan.. but toningt i think i need to write something.
just wanna let u know.. i happens to have a very sad love life :'(
1st love-rejected
2nd 3rd n so on was dissapointing.. i hate to say this by i'm sick of being single and being in a relationship with useless boy. (shit!)
its hard to see other people happy with their partner while i'm lonely. i hate the feelings.. sometimes rase mcm jealous pon ade.. its like knp la bkn aku kat tmpat diorang 2 kan. but looking on the bright side aku bersyukur la gak sbb xpyh nk fikir masalah bercinta.. yeah well bercinta nie bkn senang.. but it will be easy when u love the right person. still looking for that person laa.. sedihhh! penat nak cari.. last2 duk diamdiam je la mengenang nasib yang sedih lagi sadis ini.. *wahwahhh
my recent love was a disaster.. klau org tau pon org akan ckp aku nie bodoh.. yeahh thought that so. aku pon rase aku nie bodoh sangatsangat sebab beriburibulemon kali kne tipu ngan die.. he doesn't even love me. what the f la kan.. well buta sangat aku nie sbb pcaya kat die again n f again.. kadang2 die obviously menipu aku tapi aku buat tatau je.. xnak fikir bukanbukan la kononnye kan.. tapi i know the fact.. one day aku nk duduk depan dia n tnya whats the point of him hurting me berkalikali.. aku nak tau la jgk kan.. ape yg buat die smpai hati buat aku mcm 2.. ape yg die dpt by hurting me.. leaving me without any solid reasons.. n also whats the point of him coming back to me just to leave me again! shittt gilee kot! hope that day will come..
sbb i really2 want to know why. just why.. mne la tau aku ade pernah buat salah ke ape ke kan..*xdeponnnn
dah la eyh.. i think it is long enuff kan.. *cukupcukuplerrr
p/s: i miss our old 'friendship' like seriously! :)
smile coz i love myself! :)))
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